Life has actually been going really good for me. I am now myself around most of the people I care about which is a huge relief. And by that I mean that I'm out of the closet about my gayness to friends and family. I avoided mentioning I am gay for the first era of my blog even though I know I only have one reader (talking to you Chelsea!). And I think it is really important to live life out loud and be all that I can be. I went and watched a play called "Angels in America" which was absolutely fantastic and I felt so bad for one of the characters who was gay and stayed in the closet his whole life. And I think that actually had a big impact on my decision to tell my group of best friends (guys) because I don't want to waste any more of my life being someone that I'm not. Coming out to everyone is kind of daunting though. High school is really good for me right now and I would hate for that to go away by some ignorant mean people. But it might be better now that I know I have some people on my side.
It might be easier if I was just more stereotypically flamboyant! Don't get me wrong I'm glad that I'm not but it is such a shock to people because I guess I just don't seem that gay. And if they can't figure it out how the hell are those potential guys supposed to find out? I guess the better likelihood of a boyfriend should go on my pros for coming completely out of the closet or not. I'm interested to talk to my best friends this weekend because I really haven't had the chance to talk to any of them since i told them I was gay. Well just to make this post a little more gay here are some pictures to show off the gay:
Till the next tick tock of the clock! See ya :D
